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My Mentally Ill Life A blog describing the sudden onset of mental illness in the author's husband.
Sickness may take my body,and my mind, but not my spirit. My journey with Adult ADD/ADHD, OCD, Anxiety/Panic Disorder, & Depression.
I call myself Sleeping Beauty, because I have pretty much sleep-walking since I had my daughter in Dec of 2004. I am not sure what happened, and I've never admitted it even to myself that it happened then, but I am just a shell of my former self. I have so many things to be thankful for. I am thankful, but there is nothing that makes me happy anymore. This is me trying to remember who I was and how to act. I know that must sound strange, but it almost feels like I am a different person now. I had a lot of health problems associtated with toxemia and cardiomyopathy and had a C-section. I had to be on Magnesium for several days as well as Clonidine and some others, I was in the hospital for a month. Luckily, my daughter is perfect. I love her so much, but I have no desire to play with her or talk to anyone or see anyone. Only my dogs. This blog is about me trying to come out of this living hell and become a person again. Not just a lonely, miserable shell of my former self that ignores everyone in her life. I know this sounds depressing, but I have got some major dysfunction going on in my family. It's sure to keep you guessing. My mom committed suicide in 2002. My sister has borderline personality disorder, as do I, along with my bipolar and panic disorder.
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